Saturday, November 17, 2007

On being a medical houseman in Malaysia

*Note : This entry is my opinion and my opinion only.*

Initially, when I first went to the UK I had the intention of coming back after graduating. Somewhere along the line, I thought it would be good if I stayed behind a few years until I finished the Royal College exams (whichever I decide to do). And then the UK government came up with immigration laws that made me decide to pack my bags and start fresh as a doctor after graduating from med school.

I'm currently doing my first posting in the Medical department at Hospital Kuala Pilah, considered as a district hospital. Whether it's any better or worse than the General Hospitals I don't know considering this is the first hospital I'm working at.

So far, it's been busy. To be honest, I haven't had time to do anything else. Last month I did EOD (every other day) on-calls for a month. I celebrated night before Raya being on-call. On Raya day I donned my baju Raya, visited a relative's house, went back home and slept. I woke up the next day and went back to HKP, and was on-call again. At sharp 12 a.m. on my birthday I 'celebrated' it with a patient who came in feeling breathless. Currently, there are 6 housemen so on-call days are approximately every third day, so it's not so bad. I haven't had time to read a story book and my niece is puzzled why I avoid sleeping with her whenever I come back during weekends (takut she wakes up at night & buat hal, I can't afford having interrupted sleep).

Being a houseman you have to do rounds during weekends so effectively you work 7 days a week (in the medical department, at least). You work like a dog, and sometimes you get treated like one. If you are lucky, you get nice MOs and consultants. Otherwise you get yelled at by your boss at least every other day, in full view of the nurses, patients and their relatives. After a while the skin on your face become so thick that whenever you get a scolding your mind automatically teleports you to a sandy-white beach, with you sitting on a nice deck chair sipping your favourite beverage...but at the same time praying that while you're having this nice vision of yourself the consultant doesn't end his tirade with a question that your didn't even hear because you were busy sipping iced lemon tea in your mind's eye.

When I first started, it was quite frustrating mainly because I had to adjust from being a medical student to a fully-qualified doctor, and to make things more complicated, in a different environment than the one I was trained in. I was just as ignorant a doctor as I was a student, the only difference is the MBBS certificate I now hold. I am still ignorant in many ways, there's so much to learn, but I AM learning.

Someone posted a question in the previous entry, "rasanye kalo lepas 2 tahun balik mesia, competent ke nak jd MO?" Maybe experience-wise you'll have a different exposure compared to doctors here, but don't discount yourself too much when you compare yourself to doctors here. Being a doctor, you learn new things all the time, and this lasts throughout your career (at least, that's what I think). And in this business of life-and-death, I take this approach : if you are not sure, you don't know what to do, ask someone who knows. Doesn't matter who. Sometimes when I don't know what to do and my MO isn't around, I ask the nurses for their opinion. Never underestimate the nurses. Many of them have years of experience under their belt and can be invaluable.

If you think that your peers in Malaysia have more experience, so what? You'll pick things up when you come back. Just don't be shy to ask. And make sure you maintain a good rapport with everyone.

Do I regret coming back here? No, I don't. (Although there are times I wish that I could just run away from all the work stress and lead the life of a lady of leisure...*sigh*)

p/s : to mr. scary_movie, actually abt prospect postgraduate studies tu, I'm still a bit clueless about it...nantila saya find out okay...

7 comments:

Kit Pryde said...

in my job you get scolded almost every other day too (hey, our own EOD!).

the difference is, if we learn slowly, we get it a lot from our boss, and abt 99% of the time, nobody loses their lives.

i agree with you - you learn all throughout your whole career. that's what my previous boss (and someone i really look up to) believed in, that's what he taught us.

you learn til the day you get buried. that's all there is to it.

Anonymous said...

Hi Dr Hani,..
I'm Justin. I'm a newly grad medical student and just got posted to Kuala Pilah hospital.
Is it alright if you give me some glimpse of light regarding how kuala pilah hospital is operating?
I just read your blog and is was interesting.hehe
1)averagely how many houseman are in each wards and also how often on call?
2)in Kuala Pilak Hospital,we only have to complete 1 year of Housemanship? and promoted to JMO after that?
3)i thought of staying in Seremban town and drive daily to Kuala Pilah hospital,what would your advise be?
4)is it compulsory to stay in houseman hostel there?
5)Is training there as good as other state hospitals(and also are there some famous crazy dr who will drill his/her Houseman crazy)hahahaha
I applied to seremban hospital too but was given kuala pilah...
i'm not sure whether to appeal or not, but just to find more info about kuala pilah hospital,i came across with your great blog website.
hope you could help me out a little.
Thank you.
Justin...If possible,please mail me back at tinplex@yahoo.co.uk

nizahari said...

salam dr hani.
i'm currently searching for an article to hv an overvw on how a doctor's life may look like. and i found this writing is very useful.

TQ. All the best! =)

kimsui said...

hi dr hani,
just like dr justin, my friend n i are wondering about the condition in hospital kuala pilah.. so i really hope u can give ur opinion on dr justin's questions.. my friend n i are about to finalize our application for hospital and we really not sure about the condition there. i m from sban so my choice ll of course be sban hospital but knowing that it's hard to get into city hospital, i m thinking of putting kuala pilah as my second choice.. i hope u can help me on this too..

p/s: in hospital teluk intan, sometimes there are more housemen than patients depending on posting.. in university hospital n genereal hospital, houseman really works like dog sometimes.. so i m really looking forward towards ur opinion about hospital kuala pilah.. thanks..
my email is kimsui7@hotmail.com

thanks n best of luck dr hani.

ThinkBuckTwo said...

You're still lucky if you get boss who scold you because they want the best out of you. But nowadays, doctors are getting more corrupt than before. In many hospitals, they ask money from the houseman for every mistake they did, from rm1 till rm5. You think only policemen take money?. Hah think again. Some registrar / specialist even ask the houseman to treat them to places or somewhere to eat when its time for assessment. And not mamak for sure... they know where to get good food, for free.. like the Chili's , T.G.I.F. Hearing these stories, seriously.. are these behaviors fit for a doctor?. Doctors are earning less respect these days, thanx to those low scumbags.

pissed off HO said...

I cannot agree with you more- however, when u ask, u get scolded, when you dont you get scolded. Everyone pics on the houseman- good or bad. no one is willing to help. Fuck housemanship in malaysia. unless those bastards change their fucking mindset no one will fucking learn shit.....

Anonymous said...

May i know , is ho in hosp seremban is tougher than another places?